DO NO HARM? The Case of Houston v. Houston

USE YOUR COMMON SENSE

Posted by Louise Fowler on March 12, 2017
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Common sense should tell you, HOUSTON CLAN, that you teach your children how you want to be treated. I think you have. When you are older, vulnerable and can’t fight for yourself watch your back. Mrs. L. Houston watch you back also. When Dr. James children are tired of waiting for you to die, like with my mother, and they want their inheritance, guess what they will do. They will do exactly what you did to your father and my mother.

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You didn’t earn my respect and you lost your father’s and my mother’s respect also. We will see about your children and how well they will respect you. If your example is any guess, I would guess you are in for a bumpy ride in your last years of your life.

What I will take to my grave

Posted by Louise Fowler on February 1, 2017
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For so long I have been stuck in feeling shamed and embarrassed I didn’t get an education (only grade 8 which means I didn’t go to high school) because I didn’t know that I had what we now call dyslexia. I think the dyslexia came about as a result of sexual and mental abuse. I was accused of being lazy, stupid……when in fact I survived stuff most people would not. How stupid does that make me?

I was thinking recently, after this long and difficult journey of self-discovery, that at this time of my life (middle age + ) that in fact I should feel proud of myself.

I lived on the streets but I was not a drug addict. And that is not a judgement of those who are. I was hurt and abused but I did not become an abuser. Other than the usual stumbles one goes through in life as a result of just being human I have remained a good and decent person. I don’t like gossip perhaps because I have been at the receiving end of so much and I look for the good in people. I pick my fights and am tolerant of peoples foibles and eccentricities. I don’t look for trouble and my natural desire is to be kind and helpful.

I have survived this life by fighting back when I had to. It’s funny how that has been perceived by my family and extended family as being a fault, something that I should feel ashamed of because that makes me a bad person. But then when you have lived with everything how can you understand someone who has not. I lived through what so many have not, why because I am a strong person. I was fortunate to have strong and healthy body. I am grounded in my values and have a great sense of right and wrong. I will fight to protect those who cannot protect and defend themselves, not just for me.

I will give someone, who is worse off than me, my last morsel of food. But, I am not foolish and do not squander my resources. I feel grounded in common sense and look for proof of what I thinking and expect my heart to let me know what is in my best interest and those around me. I don’t see myself as being an island unto myself although I am a loner.

That has been my blessing and my curse. My desire, wiliness and drive is to retreat and disappear when I need to refuel. I have been seriously criticized for that and accused of all kinds of terrible things because I determined a long time ago I could not depend on or trust those who were expected to protect me.The little mind of my family and the HOUSTON CLAN has germinated a vision and narrative of me that does not exist – except in there shallow little minds.

There is no doubt that I often teeter on fragility as times. I also have harbored some anger. But I have worked on it. I have worked on myself. I have followed a spiritual path without being drowned in it. I do not affiliate with any group, religion or belief system but at the same time I follow them all in some way. I respect others to think whatever is right for them and do not have a strong need for people to agree with me or not agree with me.

So many times over the last few years with my mother she was shocked at realizing I was not the person she has manufactured in her mind to protect herself. In fact that’s part of the reason she killed herself. She had a huge sense of shame at what she had created in her mind about me, with the help and manipulation of the HOUSTON CLAN.I feel very angry with the HOUSTON CLAN because these people know better. That’s what makes this situation so sick. Is these people should know better. I am proud that I am not like them. I am proud that when I was given the responsibility to take care of my mother – I DID! I fulfilled my duties as her daughter with honour and integrity. I can take that to my grave.

Dehumanizing the people we hurt

Posted by Louise Fowler on February 1, 2017
Posted in: Abuse, DO NO HARM? The Case of Houston v. Houston. 4 Comments

What happens to a person when they are used to dehumanize them to further their own agenda?  What happens when you use your money and power to eviscerate a person to further your position of dominance and to gain access to something that does not belong to you? What happens when people misuse their privilege in life to discredit someone because they are in the way of their greedy agenda? What happens to a person that is “shamed and humiliated” by their family and extended family? A family of privilege. A family that got everything they wanted in life, but it wasn’t enough. So they had to take the one person, the outsider, the poor and uneducated one, the one who was left behind because she could not serve them anymore, and break her down till there was almost nothing left. What happens to a person that has been molested by 3 family members, left to rot on the streets and out in a mean world at age 13 to fend for herself because of abuse and neglect in the home. But now has to endure the mean-spirited, ignorant and greedy conduct of a group of shallow minded privileged people. The one person that did not have the money or power to defend herself was the one they picked on and left for dead. The one person who has never ever done anything to them. Isn’t that odd.

You know what kind of people do things like this, a doctor – Dr. James Houston, and his silly wife Louise, a cop – Inspector Clark Russell, nurse – Shelaigh Russell, a contractor – Tony Houston, his crazy wife – Lorene (she belongs in a home somewhere something is wrong with her), Diana Shirling and George – too rich to work I think. And my direct family members Tony Fowler and Susan Stroud who both molested me. Philip King Jones who screwed around on his wife all their married life. All sitting in judgement of me. All seem to have something to say about me. The one person they had never really had a conversation with of any meaning substance and consequence.  Not at any point – ever – have they showed one ounce of compassion and kindness to me. Maybe because you sensed I would lash back and you wanted to make sure I couldn’t. Well you were mistaken.

I will tell you what happens because I was the one that was attached by a family and extended family of ignorant, but well-educated and placed, people. People who used the excuse of someone else, Dr. Bob Houston, who was also vulnerable and unable to defend himself, to justify their ignorance and greed.Trying to turn this sweet old man against his beloved wife. When he wouldn’t what did they do – they lied.

This is what this blog is all about. It will tell you how people in high places will pull out all the stops to take away from a little old lady and her vulnerable daughter and stomp on them until the old lady is dead with their lies and accusations. Killing herself because of what they did to her and her daughter. It will tell you what these ignorant and shallow people did to me to make themselves feel better and line their full pockets with more money. Check out HOUSTON VERSUS HOUSTON (on-line) and the documents will show you exactly how much money they have.

HOUSTON CLAN do you feel good about yourselves? Can you live with yourselves?

I have shown everyone’s pictures down the side of this blog because they need to put their face to support their behavior. If they are proud of themselves they wont mind now will they.  If you are too ashamed to have your face behind your actions you should have thought about that before.

I put my face on my site to make sure you all see who I am. I am not ashamed. I expose everything so you can know who I am. I am not the one who needs to feel shame.

It’s worth repeating……..Gaslighting

Posted by Louise Fowler on January 11, 2017
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WHAT DOES IT MEAN

Gaslighting is the attempt of one person to overwrite another person’s reality.

“Gaslighting is a form of emotional abuse where the abuser manipulates situations repeatedly to trick the victim into distrusting his or her own memory and perceptions. Gaslighting is an insidious form of abuse. It makes victims question the very instincts that they have counted on their whole lives, making them unsure of anything. Gaslighting makes it very likely that victims will believe whatever their abusers tell them regardless as to their own experience of the situation. Gaslighting often precedes other types of emotional and physical abuse because the victim of gaslighting is more likely to remain in other abusive situations as well.

The term “gaslighting” comes from the 1938 British play “Gas Light” wherein a husband attempts to drive his wife crazy using a variety of tricks causing her to question her own perceptions and sanity. Gas Light was made into a movie both in 1940 and 1944.” from Healthy Place.

 

Stop Shaming the Victim

Posted by Louise Fowler on January 11, 2017
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PLEASE STOP SHAMING THE VICTIM

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This one is very close to me. I know this one to the depths of my soul. I have been shamed, blamed, embarrassed and humiliated by ignorant people who will not take responsibility for their own actions. What is interesting about the “president elect” is he is showing this to the world, we can see how these people, the “blamers” work, They are deflecting accountability. There is nothing worse or more dangerous than a person who has lots to hide and who insists on controlling everything. When they can no longer do that and keep everyone quiet they go on the attack. I know, believe me, I am the victim. My name is VICTIM. i am not a crazy person, I am not a lying person, I am not a narcissist. I am a victim. If you can’t be accountable and you wont speak that truth *point your finger* I have had those kind of fingers pointed at me all my life by narcissists and sociopaths. I can only imagine how angry they must be with me right now. SHUT UP LOUISE! I say back “point that finger.