I know that many people feel I should just get over this. I think many people feel it’s just a matter of letting it go and moving on.
Complex PTSD is not that simple to just get over and move on. Because I had come to some peace and acceptance over this issue of abuse I had moved on the best I could, before re-entering my mother’s life. Someone eases perception (THE HOUSTON CLAN’S) of my past was brought up by my mother’s step-children decades later about something they new nothing about. They presented their made up stories in court in order to get my mother’s money away from her. They succeeded in getting her money, drove her to kill herself and completely and totally eviscerated me in a court of law where I was not able to defend myself.
I write this blog to defend myself. I have come from a line of ‘HOODS’, my mother’s maiden name. There are websites on the internet about this line and my mothers name is on it. Mine will be one day and I want the record put straight. The HOUSTON’S CLAN’S version of something they new nothing about (because we had never ever had a conversation about it) is not acceptable to me.
This HOUSTON CLAN, my mother’s adult step-children, have said every vile thing about my mother and I you can possibly imagine in order to steal her money. It would not surprise me one bit if they accused me of being responsibility for her killing herself, that is the kind of people they are. They take no responsibility for their actions at all. They are arrogant and have a false sense of their importance.
This is what my mother’s doctor said after my mother killed herself: She and her office sent me a card of condolence and some flowers – Dear Louise, It was a privilege to get to know your mother and provide care for her at the end of her life. You were so brave and devoted – I will never forget it. Our thoughts are with you, Sincerely, Dr. Harvey.