As hard as I try to leave this past behind, it haunts me. The memories never go away. I had become reasonably at peace with my past until the attack I experienced by the HOUSTON CLAN in the case of HOUSTON versus HOUSTON. I think about the cruelty of the HOUSTON CLAN and how my mother killed herself because of what they did to her, her husband (my mother’s husband) and me. My mother and step-father are gone, and I am left to live with this pain.