I have been on this earth for well over 1/2 century. I have had certain beliefs about who and what I am and in 1 1/2 years of my involvement with the internet writing a blog is breaking down what has been the firmly entrenched brain washing of me.
This was taken from robertgoldstein.com
The day you realize it never was you.
“First you start to feel like maybe there never was anything wrong with you. That perhaps the people you called family were just horrible human beings that foisted their nefarious motives on you. They lied about you, about your worthlessness and your unlovableness and your hopeless loser life. Lies!”
—Katie, Dreams of a Better World Blog
I read somewhere (sorry, I can’t remember the source) that the “truth teller” who usually becomes the scapegoat of a narcissistic family, is actually the most mentally healthy family member, even if the family has everyone convinced that person is the craziest one.
Oh, my God! What do I do with this?
The last thing my mother said while she died (she killed herself) was “Sorry darling it was all my fault” Now I am understanding what she said. It was not just her fault but it took her 92 years to speak the truth. My father died, I held his hand and he never admitted to anything. My brother, well sociopaths don’t know the truth never mind admit it.