LOUISE FOWLER SPEAKS UP

…………………………….The Case of HOUSTON versus HOUSTON……………………………

  • A BOOK & MOVIE SCRIPT OF MY LIFE IS IN THE WORKS
  • a LETTER of massive consequences and took the lives of two vulnerable women
  • A PLUM BLOSSOM: SOULS TEMPERED IN THE DEPTH OF EXPERIENCE, GROWING IN STRENGTH AND UNYIELDING COURAGE
  • A TROUBLED LIFE – #1 COMPLEX PTSD
  • A TROUBLED LIFE – #2 DYSLEXIA
  • A. LOUISE
  • A. Louise continued
  • AN EXAMINED LIFE
  • ANGELA
  • Dear HOUSTON CLAN: page #1
  • DEAR HOUSTON CLAN: Page #2
  • Doctor “Bob” Houston
  • DOCUMENT #1
  • DOCUMENT #2 A-D Letter written by Angela
  • DOCUMENT #3 A-G Synopsis
  • DOCUMENT #4 A-D
  • DOCUMENT #5 A-D
  • DOCUMENT #6
  • DOCUMENTS – Miscellaneous
  • HOUSTON versus HOUSTON – This could happen to you – MY STATEMENT #1
  • I REALIZE, I ACCEPT!
  • The Doctor-The Power of Attorney – The Harm Done – MY STATEMENT #2
  • THE SHAMING OF LOUISE
  • The Silent Hemorrhage of my Soul – MY STATEMENT #3
  • The Silver Spoons and the Forgotten Child – MY STATEMENT #4
  • Tony and Susan – Birds of a feather flock together

Strap Me Up and Tie Me Down

Posted by Louise Fowler on March 28, 2016
Posted in: Little girl lost.

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How much do I tell you?

I was a good girl stuck in an unfortunate position. How did I cope, what did I do?

I was a little girl born to please. I thought about others before myself. I was polite and well-mannered. Never would I have ever believed I would find myself in such a dangerous, confusing and adult world. So young, so fresh, and apparently so appealing at an age before consent, to men and women.

I came from an abusive home so I lost my virginity very young but I stayed optimistic and quiet frankly I didn’t know better. What do you do and where do you go? I endured. I was relieved when sent to boarding school to find out that some of the older girls liked little girls too; pretty little blond girls so fresh and sweet.  I learnt what the mouth and the hand can do amongst the avocado trees.

I liked it, I didn’t like it, I was confused. Albeit it was not unfamiliar to me. my female cousin showed me, at age 7, what the hand can do. It felt nice and that confused me more.

After leaving boarding school in South Africa we came to Canada. My father was from London Ontario Canada but had traveled to South Africa where he met my mother. He wanted to return to Canada so we did.

At this point I was beginning to break down. This vulnerable child was now in the hands of a man and brother who did not know where the boundaries were or more than likely didn’t care and felt it their right.

Strap me up and tie me down – Louise be quiet, Louise stop talking, Louse what is wrong with you, Louise do as you are told, Louise shut-up. She is mentally ill you know, she doesn’t know what she is talking about.

At just under age 14 I walked out the door never ever to go back. My mother stood at the door and watched me leave. She said to me something I have never ever forgotten in all its dimensions. “Louise, you know if you walk out now you will never be able to come back?”. I believed her. I didn’t.

I had no idea what was ahead of me, not a clue.

You say, why didn’t know. I guess I thought it was just my family.

From the time we came to Canada and until I left my father used to take me to the men’s private lounge at the Zanzibar Strip Club and tell me to sit on men’s laps. I could feel their hard cock between my legs. I remember looking at my father while he just watched.

I realized pretty quickly that this is what men liked to do to me.

One day a woman befriended me. I realized later what she was. The “Strap you down and tie you up” lady. She invited me to a private men’s exclusive rich man’s club. Two well-known celebrities of the day took me somewhere, I don’t know where it was, and strapped me down and played with me for hours.

I cried and cried and cried until there wasn’t any tears left.

I got paid $1,000.00 and that was the beginning of a new life for me.

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    My two sites have had over 3 million views. Thank You.

    *I am constantly working on the pages, UP-TOP, so I hope you will re check them from time to time.*

    I have turned off the “Like” button some time ago. Readers have told me it is too difficult to put a like to something so nasty. They email with their feelings about what I have written. Thank You.

    I write this blog as a way of defending myself against a narrative that has been written about me by the HOUSTON CLAN and in a case called HOUSTON versus HOUSTON, and presented in a court of law.

    THE HOUSTON CLAN are the 4 adult wealthy and educated step-children of my now deceased mother. Plus, their spouses.

    This group of people didn’t like the way our parents wrote their wills. They wrote mirror wills, leaving everything to the surviving spouse. Good thing. However, the GANG didn’t like that they would have to wait for them both to die to get their inheritance. Waiting for my very elderly mother to die was more than they were willing to do.

    They harassed and harassed our parents to change their P/A and will, but they didn’t want to change it again. Dr. Bob, their father, did change his P/A demoting his son Dr. James because he didn’t trust his son James, so Dr. James ignored it and violated his fiduciary responsibilities and severed the joint tenancy on our parents condominium setting up a case to take my mother’s spousal rights from her. These two elderly people in the late 80’s felt they had done the right things for each other.and their children but his adult rich children didn’t agree.

    So, this blog is about what they did to get their inheritance without having to wait for them to both die.

    I was the scapegoat and fall-guy, the fly in the ointment.  I was used to enable their agenda. They lied and eviscerated me to feed their greed.

    They succeeded and the stress and distress of years of heart ache my mother killed herself. She had no underlying disease but had such a broken heart she could no loner keep herself alive.

    I am now struggling to keep myself alive for the life in me has gone and all I want to do is die.

    This blog will explain the story, in defense of my mother, my step-father and myself. I was not able/allowed to defend myself in a court of law – but I will on correct the record in this blog.

    I wish to correct the record and write my narrative, the one they wrote about me is a lie, Trump style.

    I also will speak to what I have learned about myself and my life. I grew up in a time when we didn’t know or speak about abuse, molestation trauma and dyslexia, issues I have struggled with. I came to the point in my life when I had to realize that something was wrong, my past and my family just didn’t add up and feel right, something was off and I needed to come to terms with it.

    You may reach me at louisefowler.speaksup
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  • FAMILY and EXTENDED FAMILY in otherwords……strangers

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    ADMIRAL LORD HOOD, Mother's great great...
    ADMIRAL LORD HOOD, Mother’s great great…
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    ANGELA
    Mother's 1st husband after 2 weeks of marriage he was killed
    Mother’s 1st husband after 2 weeks of marriage he was killed
    ANGELA - DR. BOB 1977
    ANGELA – DR. BOB 1977
    DR. BOB - ANGELA'S HUSBAND
    DR. BOB – ANGELA’S HUSBAND
    She loved her PINTO
    She loved her PINTO
    MOTHER - ANGELA HOUSTON
    MOTHER – ANGELA HOUSTON
    COUSIN Susan Stroud MOLESTED ME
    COUSIN Susan Stroud MOLESTED ME
    Not long before Dr. Bob dies at 92
    Not long before Dr. Bob dies at 92
    ANGELA 2013 One week before she died
    ANGELA 2013 One week before she died
    Mother 2012
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    Angela and Dr. Bob 2008
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    ANGELA 2013 4 days before she died
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    THE FOWLER FAMILY
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    FATHER and WIFE #3 2006 approx
    FATHER and WIFE #3 2006 approx
    Angela Houston 2007
    Angela Houston 2007
    Tony Fowler
    I WAS a victim to him
    I WAS a victim to him
  • HOUSTON CLAN…..children & spouses of mother’s husband Dr. Bob

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  • Read the case of HOUSTON v HOUSTON
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